My
username
on
social
media
is
"Ethan's
Girl".
Ethan
is
someone
I
have
had
a
crush
on
for
a
long
time.
Ever
since
I
met
him,
my
heart
skipped
a
beat
every
time
I
saw
him.
He
was
tall,
handsome,
and
had
a
smile
that
lit
up
the
room.
I
had
never
felt
this
way
about
anyone
before,
and
it
was
both
exciting
and
terrifying. I
remember
the
first
time
we
spoke,
I
was
so
nervous.
We
were
at
a
mutual
friend's
party,
and
I
found
myself
standing
next
to
him
at
the
drinks
table.
We
chatted
for
a
few
minutes,
and
in
that
short
time,
I
knew
that
I
had
to
get
to
know
him
better. Over
the
following
weeks,
I
found
myself
making
excuses
to
see
him.
We
would
bump
into
each
other
at
social
events,
and
I
would
find
myself
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that
he
would
ask
me
out.
But
he
never
did.
And
so,
I
resigned
myself
to
just
being
friends
with
him. But
that
didn't
stop
me
from
admiring
him
from
afar.
I
would
spend
hours
scrolling
through
his
social
media
pages,
liking
and
commenting
on
his
posts.
I
even
went
as
far
as
to
make
"Ethan's
Girl"
my
username,
hoping
that
he
would
notice
me. Months
turned
into
years,
and
our
friendship
grew
stronger.
I
found
myself
confiding
in
him
about
my
hopes
and
dreams,
and
he
would
do
the
same.
It
was
a
beautiful
friendship,
but
deep
down,
I
still
had
feelings
for
him. One
day,
I
decided
to
tell
him
how
I
felt.
I
was
terrified,
but
I
knew
that
I
couldn't
keep
my
feelings
bottled
up
anymore.
To
my
surprise,
he
felt
the
same
way.
It
turned
out
that
he
had
been
crushing
on
me
for
just
as
long. And
so,
we
decided
to
give
a
relationship
a
try.
It
was
the
best
decision
we
ever
made.
We
have
now
been
dating
for
a
year,
and
I
still
get
butterflies
every
time
I
think
about
him.
"Ethan's
Girl"
might
have
been
a
silly
username,
but
it's
a
reminder
of
how
far
we've
come. In
conclusion,
even
though
it
can
be
scary
to
put
ourselves
out
there
and
tell
someone
how
we
feel,
it's
always
worth
taking
a
chance
on
love.
Who
knows,
they
might
just
feel
the
same
way.